Please papa, if you looking now from heaven, please look at what my sister and my mom are doing to me. I gave her son a four wheeler, I drove multiple times from Sulfur, Oklahoma, to Oklahoma city with shoes, clothes, toys, McDonald's. I never got anything in return and I didn't expect anything, but then the day after I try to commit suicide, her grandma calls me the B-word and says I don't deserve my kids. Please, pray for me.